Post by Missa on Oct 25, 2010 4:23:45 GMT -5
"You are so odd, Februath."
Lyn's voice was quietly amused, but the sky dragon swiveled her head in alarm, not sure if her rider was displeased with her oddnes or happy about it. Without saying anything else though, Lyn rested her fears by resting her hand against the warm hide and tracing the patterns of markings on her back like stars. She wasn't talking about her personally then, just her hide. That didn't bother her nearly as much. Turning her head back, Februath relaxed into the water, eyes nearly closing with delight as Lyn's fingers rubbed easily at her neck.
Sometimes she wondered why they never played with others, but those wondering thoughts had stopped around the time that the dragon had realised that Hers did not play with anyone. She didn't laugh, she didn't cry, she didn't smile much and her frowns were just as rare. She'd become an expert at reading the unreadable expressions that came and went across Lyn's features, but she knew that others did not know her nearly as well as she, Februath did. They took her reserved nature and called it rude, they took her fear of getting hurt and called it cold. She didn't understand their comments, but she did understand that Hers didn't like them.
No, she didn't like them. Her entire life she'd been quiet, and over years of watching other people get hurt by friends and family, she'd made the decision not to get close. That was very, very different to not caring. If she didn't care, then she wouldn't have the loving, gentle dragon that she did. Februath at least had seen thatshe wanted someone to prove that getting close to people didn't hurt. She'd given her that reassurance, but Lyn couldn't bring herself to believe that she could achieve the same trust with people that she did of her dragon. Understandable, no? Ferbuath was her dragon, the other half of her mind, who understood her because they were her thoughts too. She wanted what Lyn did and loved her no matter what she wanted or did.
How could that possibly compare to the shallow, selfish relationships Lyn had seen with people? It couldn't and that was why she always bathed her dragon on her own.
Lyn's voice was quietly amused, but the sky dragon swiveled her head in alarm, not sure if her rider was displeased with her oddnes or happy about it. Without saying anything else though, Lyn rested her fears by resting her hand against the warm hide and tracing the patterns of markings on her back like stars. She wasn't talking about her personally then, just her hide. That didn't bother her nearly as much. Turning her head back, Februath relaxed into the water, eyes nearly closing with delight as Lyn's fingers rubbed easily at her neck.
Sometimes she wondered why they never played with others, but those wondering thoughts had stopped around the time that the dragon had realised that Hers did not play with anyone. She didn't laugh, she didn't cry, she didn't smile much and her frowns were just as rare. She'd become an expert at reading the unreadable expressions that came and went across Lyn's features, but she knew that others did not know her nearly as well as she, Februath did. They took her reserved nature and called it rude, they took her fear of getting hurt and called it cold. She didn't understand their comments, but she did understand that Hers didn't like them.
No, she didn't like them. Her entire life she'd been quiet, and over years of watching other people get hurt by friends and family, she'd made the decision not to get close. That was very, very different to not caring. If she didn't care, then she wouldn't have the loving, gentle dragon that she did. Februath at least had seen thatshe wanted someone to prove that getting close to people didn't hurt. She'd given her that reassurance, but Lyn couldn't bring herself to believe that she could achieve the same trust with people that she did of her dragon. Understandable, no? Ferbuath was her dragon, the other half of her mind, who understood her because they were her thoughts too. She wanted what Lyn did and loved her no matter what she wanted or did.
How could that possibly compare to the shallow, selfish relationships Lyn had seen with people? It couldn't and that was why she always bathed her dragon on her own.