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Post by Jenth on Jun 29, 2008 9:08:54 GMT -5
Inolun just blinked in a mixture of horror, shock and nausia. How could anyone do that to themselves? Even if thay had found themselves unable to follow through with the act, but 31 time?! It must still be painful!
"Um, fine... okay, that's rather... creative?" Inolyn couldn't wipe the cringe from her face for the forced drawing of words. He knew what she thought but he had told her not to start with her toughts and morals.
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Post by yamamoto on Jun 29, 2008 9:16:44 GMT -5
T'lat looked at her and raised his eyebrow and siad " Creative? That is the first time I have heard that one. Yet if your wondering it becomes numb to the pain after about the 10th time." He then looked at her and her dragon and said " Alright if ethier of you has somthing to say about then say it. It is probely better that you both do so becuase the more guilty that I feel about then the less likly that I will be stupid egough to do it again." He then looked them curiously and Hansth said to the two I would like you two to say somthing to him about it though he lisitin to me and I bother him about it. I beileve the more people that tell him it is worng then the less likly he will do it. Hansths words were to both the voliet dragon and her rider.
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Post by Jenth on Jun 29, 2008 9:24:17 GMT -5
there was a short pause like silence as violet and rider seemed to come to an understanding. "Are you crazy! How could you do that to yorself?! If you wont think of yourself, then think of poor Hansth! He's only a baby still! If you die you take him with you and I hope you will then be happy with yorself for giving use one less dragon to fight Thread with!" Inolyn exploded with, poking at T'lat's chest to get her point across that she was obviously trying to be upset with him.
"Phew, glad I got that off my chest..."
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Post by yamamoto on Jun 29, 2008 9:30:44 GMT -5
He just looked at her as she poked him in the chest and he stared into her eyes and then he had something to say he said a bit angrily " Listen to me now. Don't you ever accuse me that I would kill Hansth. I would never kill myself as long as he is alive. I am not going to murder him because of my own bad feelings. I may hurt myself yet if you did not notice all my cuts are on my upper arm and are nowhere near deep enough so if I were trying to kill myself then I would say I am doing a pretty bad job. Not that I am trying to justify what I am doing. It's just the pain makes me fell better ok."
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Post by Jenth on Jul 3, 2008 6:20:29 GMT -5
"That's not the point!" Inolyn said harchly. "They may seem like nothing to you but who knows if one day you wont accidently cut deeper then you meant. Not to meantion I worry for Hansth mental health in all this, not only as a Queenrider but also as a friend and fellow Weyrling."
She went silent, Jorindath rubbing her head against Inolyn's solem form. The girl was obviously worried, more then she could say. "I've nealry finished the song I wrote for the hatching, I don't want to have to write one about ...an accident..." One of the last things the young harper wanted to end up writing about was a lost weyrling pair...
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Post by yamamoto on Jul 3, 2008 6:36:59 GMT -5
T'lat looked at Hansth who looked back at him worriedly and T'lat could aslo fell the worry of his flit's. He just sighed and siad " I know that it is. It's I have just never been a happy person and though I have Hansth and my flits. I mean they help yet I mean thats just never been egough to make me feel better. Though I try to hide it form Hansth I know he still knows I do it and will always know. I mean when I frist impressed Hansth for abit there I was happy again. Now I am back to being depressed. I somtimes wonder if I will ever be happy again." He sighed. Hansth nuzzled his bonded and laid his head in T'lats lap as he began to pet the dragons head.
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Post by Jenth on Jul 3, 2008 6:45:06 GMT -5
"But what is there to be depressed about?" It seemed easy enough to try and answer. Sure there could be lots of answers but all that they had been trhough, all that had happened how could he be suffering worse then the rest of them?
"Sure we gave up our families, our loved ones and Crafts but in return we got something much bigger. We have to risk our lives to save others because if we don't then no one can...?"
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Post by yamamoto on Jul 4, 2008 19:14:51 GMT -5
T'lat sighed and siad " I think it comes form somthing I used to be dreppessed about awhile ago. I was able to get over it yet now that I am anxious about being around all these people and having to assocatie with them. I mean I have just never liked people. Where I came from everyone used to treat me very bad. Even my family did not like me. Iron was my only friend at that time so I guess I really only enjoy when I am around the dragons and flits. I am just not a people person. Plus the fact what being a bronze rider could mean is somthing I don't want."
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Post by Jenth on Jul 8, 2008 6:03:08 GMT -5
"I was a lain back harper whom all she could do was sing... that couldn't have been enough to keep me around." There had to be some reason that they had continued to push here through her lessons, more then to keep her like a trained animal. From time to time she would write a sing that would leap up within the Hall, or provided moral support for the struggling juniors. At least things had been happy, it had been sad to leave but She wouldn't give Jorindath up for anything.
"I didn't have any perticular friends, rarely saw my family and though nothing bad happened I was too wherry-headed to notice what was going on around me. Now I have Jorindath who keeps me set straight."
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